Would you like you if you met you?
Heyhihello! I'm probably the YiJing that you were looking for. Otherwise you wouldn't be at my page.
Would you like you if you met you?
Heyhihello! I'm probably the YiJing that you were looking for. Otherwise you wouldn't be at my page.
i know we spend an awfully long time having holes we can’t fill, but would it be silly to say i really think you just filled one? it’s by no means all of the holes because there are a lot, but right now i feel like the velveteen rabbit, like i’m becoming real because of you. i swore i’d never get a piece like that back so where did you find it and how did you know i needed it that bad? cause i did, need it bad. our lives are too full of jenga-like pieces that get pulled out and stacked on top but you took a piece off the top and put it near the bottom side that was getting weak right before the whole thing came crashing down. thank you, you really don’t know how much it means that you put it back, i don’t even know who took it or how i let them but thank you for caring enough about me as a person, as someone just like you whose going to fall like a body from a bridge, you just grabbed my arm and kissed me, we were somewhere better. you were someone better. it means too much. you really have no idea at all.
wow.
I think I’m finally starting to move on from Nathan already.
I don’t know if that’s a good thing or not because I said before that I’m probably going to have feelings for him forever. It’s true. I still do.
But right now, Robert loves me and I do too. I think that’s what most important to me now.
:/
One time, I went all the way to school for classes to find out that I have none. And that one time was today. Oh wow this fucking sucks. The weather’s cold as tits today and I was cold the entire 25min walk back to and fro and was sniffling like crazy. I am such a loser. :c Nobody even told me that today was marking day and I don’t have to turn up for school. I would pay someone in shawarmas to be my secretary. Enquirer within.
Can’t wait until I finally have the time to just go out and take pictures using my Holga 135 BC camera. I’ve had that camera for about 4 years now and I’ve only got time to developed 2 sets of film.
The first film got exposed so no pictures came out. Waaaaahhhh. (Mostly because that was my first ever roll of film and that rude lady at the photo shop didn’t teach me how to wind the film up properly and I just opened the back (lol) and ended up ruining the entire roll wow. I was super bummed out because I was really looking forward to how the pictures would turn out.)
The second set of film, only about 12 out of 25(?) got developed. Mostly was self-portraits of people and it actually turned out pretty alright! Was quite pleased, actually.
Hopefully, by the end of this year, I’d have more time to go and experiment with film cameras.